See NO! I do not like the activity that's going on between Chris and Rachel. They already slept together, we don't need a repeat. And why didn't he at least atempt to call Mo back? I see Chris is going to make me put him across my knee!

Fri, 29 Jun 2012 15:07:22 -0400

They didn’t fuck! they just kissed lmao….But, I don’t know why he didn’t call Mo back #KayneShrug

I wonder y Rachel wanted to keep the fact that she was moving in with Drew a secert? Hmmm I spy some suspicious activities going on. Monet is a really emotional person. Great chapter btw.

Fri, 29 Jun 2012 14:23:54 -0400

Hmmm >:)….yea, she’s REALLY emotional! lmao

Chapter 39>Please Don't

Fri, 29 Jun 2012 00:39:44 -0400

Chris

“Hi baby, umm I was just calling to let you know i’m gonna be okay so don’t worry about me. I’m not upset with anyone, I just need sometime to myself…….all of this was just too much for me. I wasn’t prepared for it, and I didn’t know what to do.” She laughed lightly and sighed. “I still don’t know what to do, i’m confused and lost. That’s why i’m leaving town for a little while, just so I can get my thoughts together. Before I left I packed Sophia a suit case and I left it on her bed. Please tell her I love her, and i’m not gonna be gone for long.” There was some shuffling on her end of the phone before her voice came back. “I really do appreciate all the things you do for me Chris, I know i’m a little crazy but you stick with me anyway and I love you for that. I love you so fucking much, no words come close to explaining how much I love you. I’m glad you let me in your house that day I came crying to you. You could’ve easily just said ‘fuck off’ but you let me in and you comforted me. Sometimes I don’t even think I deserve you. You’re such an angel, and i’m such a bitch. But i’m gonna change for us. Cause I don’t want to ever lose you. I hope i’m able to spend the rest of my life with you…..I love you baby, and i’ll see you soon.” I exit out my voicemail and placed my phone on my lap. She probably would be upset if I told her I left Sophia at her parent’s since she refused to leave. Mrs. Johnson said it was fine that I left her there for a at least a day, and I was fine with it too. But I was afraid of what Monet would think if she found out.

I turned the ignition off in my car and sat back in my seat. I placed my hands on my face and took a deep breath.

‘It’s too much shit going on.’ I whispered to myself and sighed.

I jumped from the vibration on my lap, I looked down at my phone and saw that my mom was calling. I picked up my phone and answered.

“Hey ma.” I mumbled while I pushed my keys in my pocket

“Hello sweetheart, how are you?” She seemed to always be happy, I wish I could be too.

“Alright…” I licked my lips and bit down on my bottom lip. I don’t like lying to my mom, but I don’t want her worrying about my problems.

“Well, I just called to ask if we’re still going to New York for Thanksgiving?”

“Yeah ma, we’re still coming down.”

“That’s good cause the whole family is gonna be down there and I want them to meet Monet & Sophia. Speaking of Monet, Why isn’t that girl answering her phone?”

“She’s out of town right now, She’s probably busy.”

“Oh, well when you talk to her can you tell her to call me back as soon as possible. I need to ask her a question” She said it like what she had to ask was some top secret shit.

“Why can’t you just ask me?” I unbuckled my seatbelt and grabbed my sweatshirt from the back.

“Boy it’s about cooking, and you don’t know how to cook!” I laughed and shook my head.

“Ma stop fronting, you know I used to throw down.” She smacked her lips and mumbled something under her breath before speaking out loud.

“Honey, the only thing you knew how to make was PBJ’s and a bowl of cereal.”

“Whatever…..you trynna play me, but I gotta go I’ll talk to you later.” She laughed and I smirked a little. I love when my mom is happy, it always brings up my spirits.

“Okay honey, don’t forget to tell Monet what I told you to tell her Christopher!” She said sternly

“I got you ma.”

“Mhm, Bye boy..Love you.”

“Love you too.” I hung up and placed my phone in my pocket with my keys. I hopped out my car and made my way into the building. I took the elevator up to their floor, humming while I waited. When it reached the floor the elevator beeped and the doors opened. I stepped out, walking down to the door at the end of the hall, where Alivia used to live. I could hear Ant screaming, I laughed even though I shouldn’t be. I knocked on the door a couple times. I could hear Rachel talking to Ant on the other end of the door.

“Ant guess who’s at the door!” She said in some baby voice, I hate when female’s do that shit. Talk to them regularly they still understand what you’re saying.

“I don’t fucking care!” Ant screamed. I shook my head and still waited for her to open the door.

“What did I tell you about using that word!” After she asked him that she opened the door only in a T-shirt. I licked my lips and looked at her curvy shape. After I took i all her curves, I looked her in the face. She pushed some hair behind her ear and smirked a little.

“Uhh, Hi.” She said shyly.

“Wassup.” I gave her a nod.

“DADDY!” I looked over Rachel’s shoulder and saw Ant running over to me in full speed. Rachel got out the way and Ant crashed in between my legs.

“Hey little man.” I picked him up and set him on my side.

“I missed you!” He wrapped his arms around my neck and rested his head on my shoulder.

“I missed you too man.” I tussled in his curls causing him to giggle.

“Come on in guys….” Alivia came out of no where with a mug in her hand, Rachel scooted more towards the wall and I walked in with Ant still on my hip. I looked around and the place was empty.

“When are you guys leaving?” I looked between Alivia and Rachel. Rachel bit down on the inside of her cheek, refusing to look at me. So I looked back at Alivia, and she was smiling. I twisted up my face at her.

“We’re moving out here.”

“What?”

“Mijo’s girl is starting to really piss me off and I told him that so he went off on me. Now they doing the business together but it’s whatever.” Alivia sat down on the carpet in the living room. I let Ant down and walked in the living room sitting down on the floor, leaning on the wall across from Alivia. Rachel sat next to me but not to close, I looked at her and she still wouldn’t look at me. “I called some people and now we’re moving out here to start our own swimming suit line.” She pointed her finger between her and Alivia. I looked around the living room again and then back at Alivia

“So why did you move your shit out then?” I questioned

“Someone offered to let us stay with them, free rent.” Ant came running over to me and he plopped down on my lap. I started to play fight with him, I softy punched him in the chest but he was really throwing punches.

“Who ya’ll know out here?” I chuckled

“Drew.” I stopped playing with Ant and looked at Alivia with a blank stare.

I hope she isn’t talking about who I think she’s talking about.

“Drew who?” I furrowed my eyebrows.

“Ughh….Monet’s Ex.” I looked at Alivia like she was crazy, and then I looked at Rachel. She was looking over at Alivia with shocked eyes.

“Alivia!” Rachel snapped, and Alivia shrugged.

“He’s was gonna find out anyway.”

“You gotta be fucking with me” I shook my head and chuckled darkly. Rachel and I stared each other down. I clenched my jaw and licked my lips without looking away from Rachel.

Shakira

“Hi. This is Monet Johnson. I can’t answer the phone right now, but if you leave me a message after the tone with your name and number, I will return your call as soon as possible.” I sighed and hung up. This was my fifth time calling her, and every time it went straight to voicemail.

“She’s not answering the phone Mijo.”

“Where could these niggas be?” He looked out the window at Chris’s house an sucked his teeth. “Call one of the twins.” He turned on the ignition and backed out of Chris’s drive way. I went through my contacts searching for Janise’s number. When I found it, I dialed it and placed the phone back to my ear.

“Hello?” She sniffed.

“Janise?” I cocked my eyebrow.

“Oh, Hey Kira.” She tried to sound more chirpy.

“You good mama?” I questioned cocking my eyebrow.

“No, Actually i’m not.” She chuckled darkly.

“You want me to come over so we can talk about it?”

“You’re back in L.A?”

“Yeah, For a week.”

“Yes, please come over.”

“Alright, I’m on my way now babygirl.” I tapped Mijo’s shoulder, he looked at me and I mouthed ‘Janise’s’ he nodded and went back to looking at the road.

“I don’t want Mijo over here though Shakira.” I looked over at Mijo; he was now in his own little world bobbing his head to ‘A1 Everything’ with one hand on the wheel.

“Is Bow there? Maybe they can go out and do something.” She sighed and whispered something to herself. I heard things being moved on her end of the phone. “Janise?”

“Yeah?”

“What’s going on?”

“He left me and he’s not coming back.”

“I’m sure he’s gonna come back, just give him some time.” I reassured her.

“No Shakira.” She cried. “He’s moving to Florida…..to be with some girl.” I sighed and she started to cry hard. I would never expect Janise to be the one crying over a boy leaving her. She seems like the type of girl that just brushes it off. But I guess I have everything all wrong.

“I’m coming.”

Karson

Michelle and I walked out of Finish Line hand in hand. She rested her head on my shoulder while we walked slowly keeping small conversation.

I like Michelle, but at the same time I can’t stop thinking about Monet. I know she’s in a committed relationship, and I respect that she’s being faithful with her man. But I really want her to be mine, she needs to be mine. That’s the only solution to my problem. Sometimes I really try to just stop thinking about her, but it’s like she put a spell on me with her beauty. I just need one day with her to show her that I could be better than the man she’s with now.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by Michelle, she was tugging down on my arm roughly. I twisted up my face down at her.

“What are you doing?” I spat. She smacked her lips and stopped in her tracks, with her hands planted on her hips.

“Did you hear anything I said?” I pushed her softly towards the wall since we were in everyone’s way. It was a busy day at the mall.

“Naw, what you say?” I leaned against the wall and pushed my hands into my pockets.

“I’m tired of you not listening to me Karson, whenever I try to tell you something important you zone out.” I chuckled and looked past her shoulder over at this girl. Her booty was sitting right in these shorts she was wearing. I bit down on my bottom lip while I watched her sip on some drink that was in her hand from Starbucks. She wasn’t wearing anything fancy, but she still looked flawless.

Michelle gripped my chin and pulled my head backed down, I looked in her eyes.

“Listen to me when i’m talk to you.” She said sternly like I was some child or some shit. I’m a grown ass man, i’ll do whatever the fuck I want. But just to stop her from nagging I cracked a smile. She sucked her teeth and smirked.

This smile always makes her forget whatever we were fighting about, it was my secret weapon.

“You piss me off.” She rolled her eyes.

“I’m sorry baby.” I stroked her cheek and leaned down to peck her on her lips. She grabbed my hand, brought it up to her lips giving it a soft kiss.

“It’s okay, now let’s go to Victoria Secret.” She pulled me with her while she quickly walked towards the store. I looked across the mall where I saw the girl standing before but she wasn’t there anymore. I looked around some more to see if I could find her. But I had no luck

Monet

My plan was to go to the condo, grab some things and drive to Atlanta to check up on someone I haven’t checked up on in years.

My grandma.

Sophia , Kenny and I always used to go to Atlanta every year. We would stay in a hotel for a few days, venture around the city, and then the last day we would place flowers on my Nana’s grave. We stopped doing it when I started to date Drew, because Drew never wanted to leave L.A. and he wouldn’t let Sophia and I leave the city either. He would always say. ‘It’s not that I don’t trust you, I just don’t want you guys out there without protection.’

Close to the end of our relationship I learned the real reason why he didn’t want us to go to Atlanta was because he had some bitch that lived out there that was out to get me. He said he didn’t like to leave the city but days he told me had to work late, he would be out in Atlanta pampering that bitch. Every time I think about it, I laugh bitterly.

But I gotta let go of the past and move on.

So I’m gonna go out to Atlanta, put flowers on my Nana’s grave and then come back to talk to my parents. I know I kind of left making a scene but it was just way too much for me. I was so confused, I’m still confused.

Earlier I had went to the condo stuffed a few things in a suitcase, and packed Sophia a little bag leaving it on her bad. I feel bad that I left her but I need time to gather all my thoughts by myself. I called Chris leaving him a voice mail telling him I packed her a suitcase and that I called Ashley’s mom she said she could keep her for a couple days. He never called back though.

“Ma’am, do you want this in a bag?” I snapped out my thoughts, and nodded.

“Yes please.” I smiled, I oped my clutch purse and took out my card.

“It’ll be eighteen-ninety five.”

“Okay..” I mumbled while sliding my card down the credit card machine. After she saw that my card went through she passed me my bag, I grabbed it with a smile looping it around my wrist.

“You have a nice day ma’am.” I placed my card back in my clutch purse and smiled up at the cashier.

“You too.” I took my sunglasses off my head and placed them back over my eyes, and grabbed my Starbucks drink from off the counter. I turned around quickly, crashing into someone. My drink ended up pouring all over this person’s shirt, I covered my mouth and gasped.

“Oh my gosh, i’m soo sorry.” I slowly looked up at their face.

“Monet” He smiled, I bit down on my bottom lip and looked down at his shirt again.

“Uhhh….Let me buy you another shirt.”

“No it’s fine.”

“Are you sure because that’s not water. It’s not gonna go away.” I touched the spot on his shirt, and looked back up at him. He laughed, and then slowly licked his lips.

“I’m good baby, I’ll buy one myself.” We looked at each other for a while, lost in each other’s eyes. He was definitely a handsome man, and if I wasn’t with Chris. I think we could have been something.

“Karson!” He broke the stare and looked over my shoulder at the person that called his name i’m guessing. I turned my head to see who he was looking at. She was so pretty, nice curly hair, glistening skin,and pretty brown eyes.

“Yes Michelle?” He asked bluntly, she started coming over towards us and she was staring at me with a pissed expression. It made me feel really uncomfortable. I turned my head back around and looked up at him with confusion written all over my face. He clinched his jaw and looked away from me.

“Is this that bitch?” She steped in between us, with her back to me. I chuckled to myself and took a deep breath.

No she didn’t

“Excuse me? Who are you referring to” she turned around and looked at me with her arms crossed to her chest

“You hoe!”

“Michelle, chill the fuck out.” Karson spat. I shook my head and rolled my eyes.

I don’t know why she’s calling me out my name, I haven’t done anything with Karson for her to feel threatened. But I don’t have time to figure out why people don’t like me and shit, I already have enough shit on my plate right now. I don’t need to add anything more. This is supposed to be my time to better myself, and I don’t want to backtrack.

“I really don’t have time for this, Bye Karson.” I pushed pass them both and made my way to the exit.

“Bye, I’ll call you later.” Karson shouted towards me. I stopped and turned back around, I took off my sunglasses and looked directly at Karson.

“Please don’t”

Change Is Good

how long are you on vacation :( lots of love fom england though :) <3

WHEN ARE YOU MAKING A NEW CHAPTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love ur story

That is Monet's Tumblr?

can you check out my fanfic please

updatte ??

I Really like this . When are you updating again ?

What's Kenny Tumblr? Where did you get his pictures from?

whats ansie tumblr?

Oh, I'm remembering something else then. I still don't like the vibe I'm getting.

See NO! I do not like the activity that's going on between Chris and Rachel. They already slept together, we don't need a repeat. And why didn't he at least atempt to call Mo back? I see Chris is going to make me put him across my knee!

OHHHHHHHHHH ! Karson got SHUT DOWN .

I wonder y Rachel wanted to keep the fact that she was moving in with Drew a secert? Hmmm I spy some suspicious activities going on. Monet is a really emotional person. Great chapter btw.

imma read this allllllllllll over before I do the next chapter.

Sorry to ask this but ive completely forgot who Karson is, who is he? And great chapter btw! More drama?

Yesss!! A chapter!! Bout to read it now! :D

Chapter 39>Please Don't

half way done so it’s gonna be up tomorrow.

PLEASEEEE UPDATEEE !!!!!

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